ARC Review // The Existence Of Amy by Lana Grace Riva

Author: Lana Grace Riva
Date: 02 Aug 2019

Book Review

Amy seems like a normal woman. She has a good job, loyal friends and a nice home. As you probably think, it’s everything that wants to achieve in life. However, the real life of Amy looks completely different. She lives how her brain allows her to and it’s making everything harder. She can’t fight it, even if she wants. It controls her life, relationships and moods. It’s hard for her to leave her apartments because it’s her safe place and outside waits for her a lot of hazards.

She’s good in hiding it from the world. Everyone thinks she’s kind of weird, but no one knows that there is something more than that. Her depression and OCD grow stronger. Thankfully, when it comes to the work trip to Australia, she’s able to fight it.

The book doesn’t include any adventures or extraordinary romances but it’s much more than that. It’s about the fight for life and happiness. It’s about a strong and unique friendship in the time it’s needed the most. It’s the story you’ve never heard before.

My thoughts

Reading this book was at some point very hard. The book was written in first person, so we have a complete view of her all thoughts. It’s so hard to imagine how people get through life with the mental illness. The easiest things we do on the daily basis are a real struggle for the people like this.

Amy is very weak, and she doesn’t even try to ask for help. She thinks that that’s how her life is, and it can’t be changed. She tries, because she wants it to be different, but her mental illness is so strong that it’s hard to push it away.

In the book is a lot of great characters that I would like to talk about. My favorite one is Natan, who develops a lot throughout the book. He doesn’t play a big part at the beginning but he’s one that at the end that stays with her and makes her life easier. Another one is Ed who’s her best friend. His character has two sides. He’s very caring but sometimes a little bit selfish and annoying. He wants the best for Amy but it’s hard for him to understand some aspects of her life.

The story is very original and deep. It’s one of the hardest books I read but surprisingly I read it in one day, because if you start you can’t put the book down. It’s worth reading just to understand the meaning of the effects obsessive-compulsive disorder and depression have.

Rate: ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️

Why ruin today thinking about a future that might never happen.

– Lana Grace Riva

I received the book from the author to honestly review the book. I had a few attempts to read this book but finally few days ago I sat down and read it at once. I am so glad that Lana Grace Riva contacted me and provided me one of the copies. It’s an amazing book that everyone should know about.

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ARC Review // Echoes Between Us by Katie McGarry

Author: Katie McGarry
Date: 14 Jan 2020
Publisher: Macmillan-Tor/Forge

Book Review

Veronica is an extraordinary girl, who has nothing to lose. She expresses herself in a way people don’t understand. That’s why she’s known as a weird and scary girl. However, no one knows the secret she’s hiding from everyone. She has a small tumor in her head. Beside it, she tries to live her life, the best she can.

This school year will be much worse for her than the last one, as all her friends already graduated. Moreover, the most popular boy in the school, move in downstairs in her house. They never talked but he and his friends made fun of her more than once.

She didn’t like him, but he was the only guy in her class who will be easy to work with, as he lives close to her and has a car. She wants to work on the project to prove that the ghosts exist as she believes that her house is haunted. Moreover, she’s the only person in her household that actually sees and hears the ghosts.

Sawyer’s life isn’t so easy as everyone thinks. After his parents got divorced, he needs to take care of his mom and little sister. He’s passionate about swimming but because of his bad English grades, he couldn’t join his friends in the swimming practices at school. He needs to work harder, this year but he doesn’t want his friends to do all his work on the group English project. That’s why he decides to agree to Veronica’s proposition of being project partners.

My thoughts:

Echoes Between Us was the first book I read this year and I couldn’t choose any better one as a starter. This book is literally perfect. There is nothing I can hate in this it because all the aspects of the story created a beautiful whole. Veronica is a fascinating character, which has so many sides that I couldn’t keep up with her. She is funny, smart, brave and the most important she cares about people she loves and won’t let anything hurt them. She doesn’t want to show any of her weaknesses and sadness. She wants everyone to think, she’s just fine even if she’s more and more scared every day.

On the other side, Sawyer as much as he’s brave, he’s also tired. He wants to have a normal life, where he can focus on school, swimming and having fun like every teenager. His mother as much as she’s helping, most of the time she wants him to take care of everything. She makes him feel guilty and obliged to be a man of the house.

It pushes him to an addiction that isn’t normal and as much as he loves it, he’s also scared that it will take his life. He knows he needs to stop, but it’s hard when so many things push him to it. Veronica brings something important to his life: happiness and adventure. They changed their minds about each other very quickly as they get to know each other better and spent more time together.

I love how the characters develop during in this book. They grow and changes through out the book and create a perfect ending they deserve. As I thought this book might be the same as all in this genre, but I was nicely surprised when it turned up to be so different, deep and emotional.

The story surprised me so many times, made me laugh and cry. It’s the first book I read from the NetGalley and decided right away that I need to buy this book as soon as possible and read it again. It’s definitely worth reading by anyone who likes books. The book brings up subjects like addictions, dangerous illnesses and how they influence the lives of young people and their families.

Rate: ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️

I love this story from the bottom of my heart, and I am sure you all will also love it. I would like to thank NetGalley and Macmillan-Tom Doherty Associates for providing me this amazing book. I fell in love with the story and its characters. I can’t wait to read more of Katie McGarry’s amazing books. I hope they will be as good as this one.

I didn’t post any reviews in a while because of the exams but I hope you will like this one. I feel like it’s not as good as it should be but I even if I tried to improve it, it still wasn’t good enough. Well, I hope you enjoyed it!

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ARC Review // A Thousand Fires by Shannon Price

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Author: Shannon Price
Date: 05 Nov 2019
Publisher: Macmillan-Tor/Forge

Book review

San Francisco isn’t the safest place to live since the time the first gang called Herons appeared on its streets. The richest people of the town were leading the town, and no one was able to stop them until the new group Boars were formed just to stop them. It was their main purpose in the end but with the time they lost it and became even more dangerous to the city. They started the dangerous game Wars.

With the years the new gang came to the city. No one knew who they are exactly and on which side they are. Some say they are the most dangerous ones, but no one knew the truth. They are called the Stags.

On the day of the 18th birthday of the people living in the city. The gangs could recruit them to take part in the Wars for a year. If you are in, you cannot leave, that’s the main rule. The Wars are dangerous, and everyone knows the cost of taking part in it. It also gives you a house and the money that a lot of recruits need.

Valerie for the last years planned to join Herons because of what happened to her brother. She was looking for revenge, but the police couldn’t identify the person who killed her little brother. The only way to find the guilty person was joining the Wars. When she turned eighteen one of the gangs found and recruited her. The only problem was that it wasn’t the group that she wanted to join. She wasn’t sure if she should do it but when the leader of the group promised her to reveal who murdered her brother, she didn’t hesitate any longer. She became one of the Stags.

My thoughts:

I cannot find words to describe how much I enjoyed this book. It was brilliant. The story, characters and their history together made the book perfect. I honestly couldn’t put it down. I wanted the story to go on and never end. I wish the author will write a continuation of the story because a lot of things were not explained, and I want to know what happens to everyone in the future.

Besides being a great read, the book was also heartbreaking. I look back to it and most of the characters were broke inside and there is nothing that can fix what happened to them. Valerie is one who will never be the same girl as she was before she lost her brother and the Wars. It’s not possible to recover after it. For some reason, she annoyed me in this book but it’s only because she was scared to lose more than she already did. She was very determined. Even if she was scared, felt alone and out of place, she still stayed and fought to reach her goal.

Jay is a very complicated character in the book. He makes you love him and hate him at the same time. He went through a lot and I feel like a lot of people disappointed him. That’s why he wants to do everything his way so it will never happen again. He trusts only his close friends/gang members and maybe his mother, but I think it’s more complicated between them.

I think Micah is my favorite of all. He is a friend/boyfriend everyone wishes to have. He is caring, kind and down-to-earth. He didn’t let the Wars change him. He was the one who wanted to leave it the most. He didn’t want to leave his friends and that was the reason why he wanted the Wart to finally end. I wish he could play a bigger part in this story. He deserved better than he had.

I don’t know if you also were fans of fan fictions when you were younger, but I loved them more than books when I was 13-14. My favorite ones were the ones about gangs and dangerous love. When I read this book, it takes me back to this time. It’s very similar but ten times better and much better written.

The last thing I would like to talk about is the short love plot. That’s the part I was a little bit disappointed. I wished it would develop more and we will get more stories about it but as fast it came the same way it was gone. I need more of them. As much as I like the ending, I want to change it. I don’t even need a change I just need a happy end for them.

Rate: ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️

I would like to thank NetGalley, Shannon Price and Tor Books for providing me a digital copy of this book. I was more than happy to read it and review it.

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Review // Tower of Dawn by Sarah J. Maas

Author: Sarah J. Maas
Date: 5 Sep 2017
Publisher: Bloomsbury USA Childrens

Book Review

Chaol Westfall and Nesryn Faliq travel together to the southern land of Antica. The purpose of this long trip is to find the mythical healers of Torre that may have the power to heal Chaol injury but also to convince the royalty of the land to join their side in the war against Erawan. They knew it will be hard but with the time they arrived, it happened to be almost not possible to start a talk about the war as the royal family was going through mourning of their past daughter.

The myth of the talented healers was true. One of the best healers was sent to them to access if she will take up Chaol’s case. Her name is Yrene Towers, a gifted healer from southern Fenharrow. She lost everything that was important for her because of the former king of Adarlan. She promised to help everyone who will need her gift to heal but after what Adarlan’s soldiers did to her family, she hesitated.

Besides the attempts to get the khagan on their side and healing. They came across their biggest enemy. The darkness of Erawan broke in into this land and took the life of the innocent young healer. As no one in this land knew about Erawan, Chaol and Nersyn are the only ones who can stop the darkness before it will hurt anyone else.

My thoughts:

You have no idea how surprised I was when I started to read this book. I was thinking before about skipping reading this one because I wanted to know straight what will happen next after the ending of the Empire of Storms. I also wasn’t a big fan of Chaol so I couldn’t imagine this good being something I want to read. A month after I finished the Empire of Storms, I finally bought the Tower of Dawn. I started reading and after 30 pages I couldn’t put it down because it was so good. Surprisingly, the book turns out to be one of the best books from the whole series.

I think Sarah J. Maas listened to the fans of the series and put more focus on developing Chaol’s character. Moreover, she finally showed us the real face of Nesryn, what I was missing in the last book. Both were not a reason why I enjoyed this book as much. They were a part of it but without the two new characters, it wouldn’t work. Yrene and Sartaq were the characters that made the whole story more interesting and lovable. However, for me, Yrene won as being the best character of the book.

Yrene Towers is everything that was lacking in the previous books. A powerful woman who does not answer to anyone but only herself. She showed that with hard work and purpose you can achieve everything you dream about. She fought for herself her whole life. She didn’t let anyone stop her in the name of love or fear. She had a goal and she did everything to reach it. The second part I loved was her relationship with Chaol. She didn’t let him push her around and set the rules.

Chaol finally recovered from being a jerk and showed he can be likable. I didn’t know it’s possible, but I started to like him again. He learned that sometimes he needs to let other people take care of him and to help him. He changed his point of view of what happened to him and his friends and that he will never run away from the past, the only thing he can do is accepting it and learn from it.

Nesryn Faliq was invisible in the last book. We didn’t know anything about her besides her relationship with Chaol, which by the way wasn’t as clear as well. I saw her before as a cold and strong woman, so I was surprised to see her soft side. I like this version of her much more. I think that she also discovered a few things about herself during the time she was in Antica. I don’t want to give you spoilers, but she will surprise you more than once in this book.

The last thing I need to talk about is the ending of the book. It literally killed me. I thought this book will be the first one that I will finish without crying a river. Wrong, I did cry. I cried a lot during this last 50 pages of the book. I don’t know why but Sarah J. Maas loves to play on my emotions. My boyfriend already knows which book I am reading when I start to swear endlessly while I read a book. This book was like a roller coaster so if you’re going to read it hold on tight. It will break your heart.

Rate: ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️

Favorite Quotes

I will cherish it always.
No matter what may befall the world.
No matter the oceans, or mountains, or forests in the way.

A gift.
A gift from a queen who had seen another woman in hell and thought to reach back a hand. With no thought of it ever being returned. A moment of kindness, a tug on a thread.

We don’t look back. It helps no one and nothing to look back.

Gods help him when Hasar and Aedion met.

No lady, beautiful or plain, young or old, deserved to be gawked at.

Don’t you waste one heartbeat being afraid of a coward who hunts women in the darkness.

It was agony and despair and fear. It was joy and laughter and rest. It was life, all of it…

You would be surprised by how closely the healing of physical wounds is tied to the healing of emotional ones.

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Blog Tour – Spotlight // Every Stolen Breath by Kimberly Gabriel

Author: Kimberly Gabriel
Publisher: BLINK
Release date: 5 Nov 2019
Genre: Young Adult, Mystery, Thriller

Synopsis

The Swarm is unrecognizable, untraceable, and unpredictable—random attacks on the streets of Chicago by a mob of crazed teens that leaves death in its wake. It’s been two years since the last attack, but Lia Finch has found clues that reveal the Swarm is ready to claim anew victim.

Lia is the only one still pursuing her father’s killers, two years after attorney Steven Finch’s murder by the Swarm. Devastated and desperate for answers, Lia will do anything to uncover the reasons behind his death and to stop someone else from being struck down. But due to debilitating asthma and PTSD that leaves her with a tenuous hold on reality, Lia is the last person to mount a crusade on her own.

After a close encounter with the Swarm puts Lia on their radar, she teams up with a teen hacker, are porter, and a mysterious stranger who knows firsthand how the mob works. Together, they work to uncover the master puppeteer behind the group. Though if Lia and her network don’t stop the person pulling the strings—and fast—Lia may end up the next target.

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About the Author

Kimberly Gabriel started writing in fourth grade when she wrote, bound, and gave away books of terrible poetry to family and teachers as holiday gifts. Today she is an English teacher, who still squanders all free minutes to write and uses it as the best scapegoat for her laundry avoidance is-sues. When she is not teaching or writing, Kimberly is enjoying life with her husband, her three beautiful children, and a seriously beautiful boxer in the northern suburbs of Chicago. Every Stolen Breath is her debut novel and a Junior Library Guild Gold Standard Selection.

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Blog Tour // Devil’s Deal by Tessa Hastjarjanto

Author: Tessa Hastjarjanto
Date: 27 Sep 2019
Publisher: Narratess

Book Review:

It’s the last night before the first day of school after summer break when Nora went to her friend’s house to spend time with her friends. Later this evening when she was going back home by bike, she felt something pulling her back what made her fall from the bike. When she saw the guy, who did that to her she runs away from there as fast as she could because she thought he wants to attack her. When she got back home, she heard a knock on her door. It was him. He stood there with her wallet in his hand. As much as suspicious it was, he gave back her wallet and apologized to her for scaring her. She has never been so scared in her whole life. The only thing she couldn’t forget after this night was the unearthly ice blue eyes of this boy.

On the next day at school, everyone was talking about two new students in her school. She was the only girl in her group that wasn’t interested in them until she saw the eyes of one of them. He was the same guy who was following her yesterday. Everything was alright until this they. They changed her calm life into a disaster.

Her best friend Felicia changed completely after getting to know Danny and Ben. She got crazy and jealous of every girl that Danny was talking to. Especially if this girl was Nora. She couldn’t understand that she wasn’t interested in him. She didn’t want to listen to Nora, she acted very strange this whole time and kicked Nora out from her group. It wasn’t the only thing that was strange about these boys and their appearance. They are hiding something, and Nora wants to find out what it is exactly.

My thoughts:

It’s hard to explain what I think about this book. It had its parts I liked and the ones I didn’t like. Overall the concept of the story was very good. It was mysterious and surprising at the times, but I think that the author focused more on the high school and love life of the main character than on the real fantasy part. The story was developing very slow and there were even no signs that there will be anything more than the love story. However, I like that the main character even if she knew that something is very strange in these two new guys, she never even though that it would be something unearthly even after these small signs.

I’m not a big fan of Nora if I could choose my favorite character in this book that would be Ben or Michael. They were my favorite from the beginning. However, Nora is a very problematic character from chapter one. I know her school life changed but after what her friends did two her, she shouldn’t even want to hang out with them. Felicia hurt her so many times and she still was trying to repair their friendship. I don’t understand how can she be so naive to go through all of it and still go back to her while they don’t even want to talk with her. I just cannot understand it.

I think my favorite part of the book was the way Ben was treating Nora. There was one situation in the cinema I just loved and couldn’t go over. I think it was my favorite part of the book. Even if she blows him off, he’s still very caring and supportive of her. Michael is another good example of a good friend/person in this book. That’s why I don’t understand why she wanted to be back friends with Felicia so badly while she had such a great friend around her.

Rate: ⭐️⭐️⭐️

I think I expected something different from the book and that’s why I wasn’t enjoying it as much as I thought I will, but it wasn’t a bad book. The story was interesting, and the writing was flawless and that’s what makes a book good. It’s a debut book so I feel that the upcoming books of this author will surprise us.

I would like to thank TheWriteReads and the author for providing me this ARC and inviting me to this blog tour. I was very happy to read and review it! I hope you enjoyed reading my review!

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Audiobook Blog Tour // Second String Savior by Rick Gualtieri & R.E. Carr

Author: Rick Gualtieri, R.E. Carr
Narrator: Andrea Emmes
Length: 12 hours 46 minutes
Publisher: Tantor Audio⎮2019
Genre: Contemporary Fantasy
Series: False Icons Series, Book 1
Release date: Aug. 13, 2019

Book Review

Jessie Flores is an average teenage girl who is struggling with the same problems as all girls in the whole world. She lives alone with her dad and her only friend is Gary who transferred to her school. She’s a huge comic fan and her focus lately is a boy called Tony, one of the most popular guys in school. She doubts that she may even have a chance with him until he showed his interest in comics and asked her for a recommendation as she works in her uncle’s comic shop. As he promised to come to the shop to meet her there, she decided to prepare well for this meeting.

She wanted to change something in her look. Her friend Gary recommended her change hair color and she went for it. She is a brunette and she wanted to add to it a light red shade. She didn’t know that the hair dye she got was magical. On the next day, she woke up with strong scarlet hair color.
Her hair color wasn’t the only thing that changed. She got a new unusual power. Her hair burns into flames every time she got scared, angry or nervous. She got them on purpose because she is the chosen one. She is the one who was prophesied to save the world from evil. She needs to learn now how to do it.

My thoughts:

Jessie is a young girl that just finds out that she is the one who needs to save the world. The thing I loved about her that she freaked out and didn’t want to do it. In most of the books, young girls take information like this the same as a request to go shopping. She wanted to go back to her normal life with normal problems. I love that she showed a real reaction because that would be a reaction of anyone who would find out about it. Even if she isn’t happy about her new abilities, she tries to prepare for the fight. She is very determined to learn about the new world and how to properly use her powers. She is young but I think she was a perfect choice.

The book has kind of The Vampire Academy vibe. The main characters of both books were very alike and that’s the part I enjoyed. The book had all I like in the books: a strong female character and good humor. As a fan of Marvel, I also enjoyed a part that the main character was obsessed with the same comic characters as I am. I like it when the characters in the books are not plain, they have a history, hobbies and a unique way of thinking. This book had all these things.

I enjoyed a book but sometimes I couldn’t focus on the audiobook, so I think I lost a lot of things that happened in the book. The story was good, but it wasn’t the one I couldn’t stop to listen/read. It’s kind of an easy/fast read for the busy days. The audiobook itself was very well recorded. The narrator has the talent to take you to the world of the book. I may listen to the book one more time because I feel I lost some important parts in between. I enjoyed the story so maybe I will come back to it soon.

Rate: ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️

I would like to thank Audiobookworm, Tantor Audio, Rick Gualtieri and R.E. Carr for providing me this audiobook. I was very happy to listen to it and review it. I hope you enjoyed my review!

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